trust issues

usually you hate sewing personal pronouns with people.

but just for her -

you work hard and you give in your all -

only to find that feelings are not reciprocated. not as much as you've risked.

behind closed curtains, she whispers of forevers and only ones

we emerge into the light: you call her a lover, she calls you acquaintance.

both words and action slice through

you. slice through the very fabric

of your trust.



so he always indulges and absorb himself. but he never

labels.

except the one time he risked.

he doesn't know whether to keep going

and hold on to words that aren't there

or leave and abandon hope.






perhaps it's simply his idealistic view

and the expectations he establishes

in the word

"mine"




<IGNORE THANKS>i hope and pray to God that in the future, i am given a husband who cherishes, trusts, and depends on God first, and me second. someone who values my opinions, someone who runs to me for help, someone who's excited to make me happy. and i too, would do the same for him.

i hope my future husband will be my lover, my support and my bestest friend in the world. and i too hope, i would be the same to him.